What is something you wish you could change about yourself? *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 18*

Man, there are definitely things I would like to change...this kind of goes along with the post about something you dont like about yourself. I wish I could not worry. I wish I could be carefree and trust. As I said before, I am working on that. Also, I want to look like I did before I had babies haha Gotta get on it now! Especially since I am in a wedding in June! I was so skinny. I just feel gross these days but I guess I did just have a baby .it will be 6 weeks ago in tuesday!

Something you crave a lot *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 17*

hmmmmmm I crave Olive Garden and Red Lobster :D yummmmmmm Olive Garden's breadsticks and Red Lobster's biscuits :) I love bread haha and those are the best! ha

What you miss most about your childhood *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 16*

I would say, as most people would probably say, that I miss not having any adult responsibilities. ha As a child, I was carefree, didnt have to worry about living because my parents took care of me and everything. I also miss all the vacations and cruises ha ...things you look back on and took for granted til you are on your own and cant do all that stuff all the time :) I am thankful now for my family and having a house and a car but I wish we didnt have to pay hahahhaha

Something you don’t leave the house without. Why? *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 15*

That would be my phone...I couldnt leave the house without it because I feel disconnected from the world, number 1. Number 2- in case I need to get ahold of anyone or if anyone needs me, they can reach me. LOL I feel like I am writing an essay. This is kinda a boring post too...oh well. The funny thing with my phone is that I have an old phone. I dont text either because I dont wanna pay for it. lol My friends laugh at my phone...."i had that like 10 years ago" lol

If you had unlimited resources, what would your life look like? *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 14*

I would probably buy lots of clothes...lol and travel a lt. We would prolly go on more vacations and buy another car and bigger house, stuff for the kids..etc etc...really who would buy more? I would give to missionaries too and help others. I do love giving. We would prolly go to every world cup too LOL Nick already wants to ha I have nothing really else to say. :)

Where are you spiritually? In a valley or on a mountain? *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 13*

Why is it so easy to trust and be joyful in good times and hard to in not so good times? I really think I have big faith but then I go through trials and I worry. I fear. I doubt. I feel like a hypocrite sometimes. I need to practice what I preach but it is hard. I struggle the most through physical symptoms, especially weird ones. I worry that it wont go away or that there is something wrong. Deep down I know that is irrational and ridiculous. I go around the same mountain til I can trust God and remain joyful through trials. I am working on it. That is the purpose of trials - to draw us closer to God and lean on him. I have to just give it to him and trust that he is working it all for good and that he has good plans for me. Jer 29:11 Why is it hard? I want to feel good all the time. lol That is not gonna happen. ha I then think of people going through REAL. Hard. trials and they are happy and keep a positive attitude. That really makes me think. I need to focus on the positive and just "keep swimmin' " As one of my profs said "If God was sitting at a desk, nothing would go past his desk that he didnt approve first." God works in everything. This post is really jumbled and I just really just starting typing my thoughts so I apologize for it being random and/or confusing...and also sorry for this being late. I knew there was a lot to think about and I could write forever.....I dont really think I answered the question but that is ok. This is where I am right now. :)

A photograph of the town you grew up in. What did you love/hate about it? *Spring Forward Blog Challenge Day 12*

Jackson, MI is where I grew up. I dont really know what really to say about it. I like it. I dont know anything else. However, I know I dont want to live in BIG city. People say there isnt anything to do in Jackson; which I agree there isnt much. HOwever, I am not a partier and more of a homebody so I dont mind. This is a boring post but I dont have much to say about it lol